This must be the cutest tea set ever!



haha I love this so much! ^^ Lately, I've een going through this coffee and tea phase. I suddenly find myself making a cup of tea (nai cha or I would brew a bag of vanilla nut tea <3! ) or craving for Starbucks coffee. It's weird haha

I have a dream that some day when FMA is all grown up, we would have afternoon tea times in our gardens talking about random things while sipping tea/coffee and with some baked goodies like cakes or scones perhaps? hahaha wheeee! I feel giddy/happy thinking about this XD

Anyway enough girliness for the day :)) Can't wait to see FMA :D

Supposed to watch new moon with carlo but I'm stuck in class right now with super slow internet >.< rawr.

I feel so depressed...

f.u.c.k.s.h.i.t.

it's been a few days since.......that. but it still affects me in such a way that it becomes harder to ignore every passing day.

It's really difficult, you know...

Thinking you're over something or someone but in reality you're not. You just got used to not seeing the person or have any kind of communication and when the time comes that you meet each other once again, it hits you...really HARD. Every emotion you tried so hard to forget and push aside to the deep coprners of your mind, they all come rushing back in a matter of days..hours even.

Next thing you know, you're reliving the past in your head over and over again. No matter how much you hate thinking about it, you can't stop the memories from flowing..

*sigh* what am I to do?...

I miss him so much.

I guess the tarot was slightly flawed then. Hopefully, I'll come back to my senses and everything will be just like it was before. The only thing is...I wish to forget but for the life of me I don't ever want to.

And that, my friends is the big dilemma of my life right now. It feels so much like deja vu...

Not really a memorable night but I know I won't forget it because...

-it reminded me of prom (it really does...the theme, location, the decorations..)
-I was feeling o.p. half the time that I was there
-A was being stupid
-G was such a sweetheart...there was one time he was "protecting me" from A daw. makes me want to go 'haha' and :) at the same time
-I saw Matthew again :)
-my stupid dress kept falling and that annoyed me and made me conscious the whole time.
-A was being a maniac....
-first time I didn't shrug off A..if you can call it that
-I get to see G and M again :) :) (this made me very happy and I love and miss them so much)
-they made me laugh a lot
-Almost accidentally kissed M on the lips when I was saying goodbye (which is kinda funny and awkward at the same time haha)

sorry for abbreviating names but I'm too lazy to spell right now haha

LJ seems so sad lately :(

Whenever I log in, I don't really do much except go to my Friends Page which is harldy updated. It's sad...It's like LJ's dying :\

Darn FB.

hahaha Actually, I'm sort of becoming bored of facebook nowadays. All I do is visit my games and accept and reject stuff. There's also the occasional comment and clicking of the 'Like' or 'Become a fan' button and then that's it. It's boring me out....

OMG! INTERNET IS BECOMNIG BORING! IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!

...well, probably not haha everyone's just flocking to micro-whatever sites. If someone out there has an interesting site that I can visit throw me a link or something. :)

Put up a new layout just in time for the holidays! :) It's has a christmas theme just like what I I did a few years back :D

Finally my wishlist is here! haha

updated: November 5, 2009

Accessories

• Preferably bracelets/bangles, necklaces or earrings
• Anklets I would wear as long as it's pretty, fun and simple (but not plain) I don't like the anklets that are rounded ethnic ones...the ones that are made of cotton. Preferrably something metal :)
• Rings should fit my finger (note: I won't wear it on my thumb or pinky just in case you're getting me one lol) and best if it has a vintage-modern feel to it like a vintage frame but has a modern picture in the center or something like that :)
• Stars. :D and Charms and also a nice color combination
• I'm very particular with design so choose wisely! I know that you know what I like naman right ;) lol but even though it has no stars in it I'll still like it :)
• Yes if: it's vintage // it has an elegant design // drop earrings // lots of charms! // cute design like cupcakes or sushi or little birds :3 // chandelier earrings // nice color combination // you can see me wearing it //
• No if: it's chunky // has a big pendant // wire or stiff necklace (I prefer chain) // pendulum pendants // just composed of crystals (yung mga uso noon...I think you guys remember that haha)

Books

• Thirteen Reasons Why - Jay Asher
• Perk of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chb
• 2010 planner (even if it's not a book XD) not too small please :) about the size of a notebook and with a design that's not too flashy or energetic. I like it to be more simple and elegant or cute.
• Some book you think I would like. I prefer novels over chic lit just so you'll be guided. 

DVDs (kahit burn lang lol except blue planet)

• How I Met Your Mother s01,02,03,04,05,06
• The Nanny s01,02,03,04,05,06,07 (love this show! ^.^)
• Will and Grace s01,02,03,04,05,06,07,08
• Blue Planet (preferably original hehe)

Apparel/Clothes

• Basic stuff
• Jackets/hoodies
• Long sleeved (not 3/4)
• Turtlenecks? :))
• No light violet/lavender stuff (They look horrible on me! >.<)
• Socks! haha
• Belts too :)

Got a new temporary layout since my old one wasn't working lol
It's Alexis Bledel! Ghod..I love her. She's soooo pretty! ^^
credit to tillyness for this new layout! It's a really old one actually...made way back in '05. Back when we were still in HS :O haha!

Anyhoo...I'm having a hard time making my wishlist =\ I prolly won't be doing a collage because I don't have time so I'll be resoting to ye old method of listing them down. So here I go!!

Chaos is overpowering Owl City music D:

Anyhoo...My layout's fixed again o.O weirdness...

Title. haha

argh. Can't post wishlist yet :( Sorry Zhayne! But than again you already have an idea of what to give me haha

'lemme me do this in twitter format 'cause I totally lol-ed inside when I read this:

@GabrielSaportai didn't even know we were gonna be on Gossip Girl tonight! & TWO songs!?! that RULED! now, about my guest appearance... ;) xoxo gossip gabe


hmmm...gossip gabe :))

Ok. So I found this commercial over at youtube and it's hilarious! :)) Remind me of Sweety the Chick..the character made by the same people that created Crazy Frog although I don't really like that frog (@nat: Owls are still > Frogs hahaha!) Anyway, watch this! So funny :)) [oh and don't forget to watch the other video! I'm afraid you'll miss it since this entry will appear over my previous post with the octopus vid!

This made me go O.o haha
I don't know what to say.. :))

Happy birthday Ryan Ross!

lol I almost forgot :)) I resent you for leaving Panic but then I also thought it was a good thing. Sorry, but I love AFYCSO better then P.O. (....and New Perspective also sounds better than Changes.)

FYI: I won't be online for the next couple of days because either 1) I'll be studying 2) I'm in school taking or waiting for finals or 3) I'm resting (because finals=me being uberly stressed and tired). So just in case you want to contact me, just text or call. (If you really want/need me to go online just tell me so :) )

Right now I'm taking a break from studying. I've been cooped up in my room (that's a first!) for two straight days studying for my OBLICON (Obligations and Contracts) finals. I'm finally done with it! Would you believe I actually read the whole book?! Yes I did! I'm amazed at myself haha I read it without falling asleep which is a miracle considering it's a book about civil laws which is such a bore. lol

Next up is BUSORGA (Business Organization). I have to read the book and take down notes again. If you see the notes I've been making for oblicon you'd be surprised how small my handwriting is :)) It's just a tad bit bigger than Jol's. Comalge would be the last thing I'll be studying today just because it's gonna be my first test tomorrow...so the info's still gonna "fresh" in my mind when I get to school....hopefully. haha

Wish me luck! Also, good luck to those who have finals too! :D